Waiting can also be more of dread or even fear, like waiting for results of a medical exam or for me, a procedure that is scheduled in March.
And waiting can be ....well a feeling of uncertainty. That is how I am feeling right now. I went for a job interview last week. The job sounded like a great fit for my strengths. On one hand I would love to have the call and say that I got the job. It would mean: working again, making money and overcoming that feeling that I quit my last job to stay at home. The other side of me says that I don't really mind staying at home. I enjoy having the days off with Ron and not working 40 plus hours and then coming home to try and keep house, make meals and do the laundry.
| My office in Swift Current |
So either way I guess the news will be okay to me. I wouldn't mind sitting at a desk again and feeling professional.
Getting a paycheque would definitely be a bonus. (Ron doesn't pay me too well to cook and clean.)
But, if the position should go to someone else then I will be busy planning motorcycle trips all summer long on Ron's days off.
To be continued....
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